LATEST STATUS# STARTED MY COLLEGE LIFE ALREADY !!

Konichiwaaaa... 我已经忘了有多久没更新我的部落格了，应该差不多两个星期吧。我也只能说：我很想念窝在家里写部落格的日子了。

话说回来嘛，这一篇呢就是要说一说我的新生活，接着的那几篇就会写我 5 月份的旅游记了。

前天我已经开始了我的 College 生活了，而经过那天以后，那种感觉就好像电脑按到全部重设一样，所有事情都从零开始了。对于一向来不喜欢改变的我，突然面对这样的改变，当然不可能那么快就适应得来。来到了陌生的地方，身边没有一个自己认识的人，感觉还真的有少少孤单。就在那霎那，我真的真的真的想念死我的中学生活啊——————

我从小到大就是一个不懂得社交的人，这种不怎么好的性格当然是遗传了我的爸爸啊。所以就在开学的第一天，我和其他同学基本上都是零交流。瞬间觉得自己好像回到了中一的时候，那种感觉很让人厌。换作以前的话，我或许会自己一个人躲在角落不开心，但是现在不会了，毕竟长大了。就算在 College 里觉得孤单也没关系啊，至少你知道回到家后你并不孤单，你并不是一个人的。 :)

才上课两天，我就已经怀疑自己是否选错了科目。

这一天，有位 Lecturer 问我们，到底为什么选择了室内设计。我很直接说出了我的原因——为了要设计一间属于自己和家人的房子。接着过后的其中一位同学说，他很喜欢设计房子，很喜欢装饰房子。然后我们的 lecturer 就说了一句： “ 室内设计并没有什么装饰房子的，就只有画图和弄建筑模型之类的，你们到底明白室内设计的真正意思吗 ? ”

当时我完全语塞了。

除此之外，才第二天，我觉得我累了。虽然之前听说过学设计是非常辛苦的事，但是我没理会，甚至觉得很期待。不过，现实从来不会那么顺顺利利的。因为以前从来没有学过任何关于设计的东西，所以现在可以说是从零开始。要学习建筑的材料，比如水泥、玻璃、混凝土等等的材料，而且还要是英文，对我来说真的是无比的难。

究竟我是不是选错了科目 ? 我是不是已经选错了路 ?

The Impossible.

从小到大，我只看过了大概两、三部灾难片吧，而且每一部都让我印象深刻，每一个感动动人和重要的情节，我都很记得。但是最近我在网上下载了一部灾难片后，我才发现原来让我真正留下最深刻印象的那一部，就是我正下载的那部。那部灾难片是由 2004 年南亚海啸真人真事改编的 —— 《海啸奇迹》；《The Impossible》。

这部电影一开始的时候，就说这一家五口乘搭着飞机前往泰国打算共度圣诞佳节。但是谁也没有想到在圣诞节的隔天，他们很开心地在游泳池旁享受着悠闲时光时，一股猛兽般的万尺滔天巨浪竟迎面袭来。在那里的所有人，包括那一家五口，他们从一脸快乐幸福的样子变成了一脸无助、害怕的样子。

虽然我从未尝试过这一切，但当我看见所有的人不幸惨遭巨浪袭，内心就有一股说不出的感觉。就好像自己不是在看着一部电影，而是在看着新闻直播。明明在前一刻还是风平浪静的，所有的人都很开心地享受着...... 谁会想到就这样，一股万尺巨浪的袭来让所有的一切变了。家园被摧毁、家人失散、...... 

被眼前景象震慑住的玛莉雅（女主角），一时反应不及，不幸惨遭巨浪袭卷；而尽管亨利（男主角）及时抓住两个小儿子准备逃亡， 一切仍旧太迟，凶猛的大水最后仍冲散了他们。一度被巨浪击昏的玛莉雅，醒来后发现自己正漂浮在海面，而原本围绕在身旁的所有景物，都已被淹没于水面下，她深信家人们皆已罹难的同时，竟发现自己的大儿子卢卡斯，竟然就漂浮在距离她仅有几公尺远的海面上。玛丽雅顿时犹如被打了一剂强心针，她决定想尽办法，要带着大儿子卢卡斯一起活着离开......

这部电影除了灾难特效很好以外，各个演员的演技也不错，尤其是女主角。在电影中，女主角拖着腿上和胸前那两处大伤往前走的时候；一边努力往树上爬腿一边滴血的时候；被救援者拖着的时候；医院里呕吐的时候......看这几幕的时候，我似乎也能感受到她的痛苦，连呼吸也开始跟着她急促起来。

接着，灾难片里最不能少的当然就是感动了。从海啸冲袭过后女主角找到大儿子开始，我可以说是几乎一直眼含着泪水看下来的。除此之外，男主角在打电话的那个场景也很打动人，我的眼泪就一直在流流流。接着就是当两个小儿子找到他们的哥哥的时候，三人紧紧地拥抱在一起的时候。有时候，人与人之间并不需要任何的言语，只需要一个拥抱。看到这幕的时候，眼泪就不受控制似的，就不停地流，让人来不及拿起纸巾来抹干眼泪。

你可以想象一个人突然遇到这种灾难的时候的心情吗？之前看过所有地震海啸的新闻，我都只是会很同情他们，希望上天能保佑他们，但我从来没有想象过遇到这种事的时候该有的心情。直到我看了这部电影，我似乎可以很投入。他们遇到灾难后的伤痛、他们遇回家人的喜悦等等，感觉就像自己正生活在这部电影里似的。就连电影结束后，我自己的心情都还未能平复，依然会有一种负担的感觉，眼泪依然未流干。

电影的结尾，他们一家五口都平安无事乘搭飞机回到自己的家，虽是遇到很大的灾难，但是患难见真情，也是个美好的结局。不过，个人觉得最讽刺的是在最后一幕的时候，摄影机拍着一片蔚蓝漂亮的大海。那一片大海的宁静，真的很让人讨厌。明明就在那一瞬间夺走了不少人的生命，可是事后它却像往常一样，静静地漂流着......

MAGIC !

I don't have to explain so much with these pictures because I knew that some of the Malaysian would understand what is it means. 

505, The Darkest Day in Malaysia.

D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-E-D.

Don't Try To Challenge Them.

In fact, girls are very simple, not complicated that you guys thought. Perhaps is you guys think too much ? Or maybe is girls not very know how to express their own feeling ? Boys always like to asked, what girls want ? Okay, you have just asked a SIMPLE question and you will get a SIMPLE answer back. 

They just want the person they loved can be honest and loyal to them,and there are no lies between their relationship. They hope can get the sense of security from the person they trusted, they loved. That's all.

Especially is that type of self-overprotected girls. This type of girls are very difficult to believe in a person. Therefore, if you really love this type of girl, Please, please, please don't try to cheat or hurt them. If you cheated them when they are already believed in you, maybe they will feel sadness for awhile. But after that, they will force themselves to becomes more stronger to revenge you. Don't try to challenge them.

V.I.P, Are you READY for......?

V.I.P !! GD's FANS !! Are you guys ready for......

G-DRAGON 2013 WORLD TOUR : ONE OF A KIND Concert In Malaysia Guide !!!

Guide to G-DRAGON 2013 WORLD TOUR: ONE OF A KIND

Featuring: G-Dragon

Organized by: Running Into The Sun & WooHoo! Experience

Produced by: YG Entertainment & Live Nation Entertainment

Date: 22 June 2013

Venue: Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Time: 8 p.m.

Ticket Sales

Categories Available:

Cat 1 (VIP): RM 588 [With Complimentary Autographed Poster]

(VIP tickets can only be purchased at fahrenheit88 on 11 May. All remaining VIP tickets will be sold via Redtix and Ticketcharge channels from 12 May onwards.)

Cat 2 (Premier Rockpit): RM 488

Cat 3 (Fixed-by-row Seating): RM 388

Cat 4 (Free Standing): RM 188 (Only sold via Redtix)

• A maximum of 8 tickets will be allowed for purchase.

FAHRENHEIT88

Location: Fahrenheit88 Concourse, Ground Floor, 179 Jalan Bukit Bintang, 55100 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Ticketson sale: 11 May 2013, 10.00am – 5.00pm

Payment:Payment can be made via credit card (Visa, Mastercard), debit card and cash

Concierge:+603 2148 5488

Website:http://www.fahrenheit88.com/content/getting_here.php

  

REDTIX

Tickets on sale: 11 May 2013, 2pm onwards

Online: http://www.airasiaredtix.com

Outlets: For list of Redtix outlets, please refer to Redtix website

Payment: Payment can be made via credit card (Visa, Mastercard), debit card and cash at all outlets

TICKETCHARGE

Tickets on sale: 11 May 2013, 2pm onwards

Online: http://www.ticketcharge.com.my

Outlets: For list of Ticketcharge outlets, please refer to Ticketcharge website

Payment: Payment can be made via credit card (Visa, Mastercard), debit card and cash at all outlets

*Overseas fans can purchase tickets online via Ticketcharge and Redtix with a credit card (Visa and Mastercard) 

  

Note: For the category of tickets available via Ticketcharge and Redtix, please refer to their respective websites.

GD Oppa ♥

 《ONE OF A KIND》♡♡

《 CRAYON 》♡♡

《 MICHIGO 》♡♡

I believe that there are a lot of people are looking forward to his coming, so do I. Wooooww! ✦3✦  I was very excited when I know G-Dragon will hold his SOLO CONCERT in Malaysia. But after I saw the price of the concert ticket... OMG. RM588 is the VIP ticket (the nearest and closest to the stage) and RM488 is beside the stage ( so you can see GD very clearly on the stage too), but I never thought that I will buy this price of tickets because it's quite expensive for me. :( 

RM188 is OK to me, but it's look like to far to the stage and it's free standing. Last time I have tried before, so this time I will not buy a free standing ticket anymore. SO TIRED 1 Loooooo ! / 3\ Ermmm.. maybe RM388? But my piggy bank don't have so much money now. :( 

Even though I reallyyyyyyy want to go to GD Oppa concert, but I totally don't want to use my parent's money to buy the concert ticket. Even if I really want to go, but don't have enough money to buy the concert ticket, I'd rather not to go. I'm not STUPID, I just don't like to use my parent's money to watch a concert. That was their hard-earned money, and I don't want because of the moment that makes me satisfied,thereby their effort gone to waste.

 So, unless I start saving money now, otherwise don't expect to go to GD SOLO CONCERT. Fighting, LMV ! Fighting ! ( • ̀ω•́ )

RUNNING MAN ! ♡

整个四月可以说是无所事事了。虽然说我已决定好要读哪间学院，但我不打算那么早开学。可能是因为自己还不习惯开始自己的 College Life 吧，总觉得有点点的不妥。明明还在念中学的时候，多么希望可以享受上学院的生活，但现在却很坏念中学的日子。天啊，人怎么每次都那么矛盾啊？(つдС) ♡
 

这个月没事做，当然就只能玩电脑、看电视、吃零食咯。林家宅女的生活，也就这样慢慢开始了。最近也不知道怎么的，突然想要看 Running Man 了。因为之前听过很多人说这个韩国综艺节目超级好笑，当然我之前也看过三、四集（Bigbang 和成龙等等），也见识过到底有多搞笑啦。但是没想到，我之前还没看的那几十集，原来比想象中还要搞笑。-____-

突然觉得，这个月后，我会开始变得有点人格分裂症了。一个人坐在电脑前看综艺节目，然后自己在一边笑个不停，别人看着真的会觉得我是神经病阿。-___-

Bigbang vs Running Man. ♥

就这样，我看 Running Man 的习惯也将要慢慢开始了。这是我有史以来，看韩国综艺节目那么多集，现在已经差不多看了 30 多集吧，哈哈。我也知道我着迷了。我记得在我着迷之前，我对于这综艺节目的第一印象是 —————— 节目效果很多很多很多。但是看了以后，我管它什么效果，能让我看了觉得开心的话，就是很好的综艺节目了。(・ω ・)

因为这节目都是在玩比赛游戏之类的，所以每次看的时候，心里就会有一股冲动想要和他们一起玩。看到他们躲在一边的时候，心情就会跟着他们一起紧张起来；看着他们逃亡的时候，心里就会希望他们可以跑快点跑快点。总之整个人就融入进去了...... 我也知道自己已经走火入魔了 -____-  

They always make me laugh. Running man is truly AWESOME. ヘ(￣ω￣ヘ)

在 Running Man 里的所有组员，我最喜欢的其实是 哈哈，哈RORO。（￣o￣）

每看一次，就笑一次。=____=

一开始嘛，对他没什么印象，毕竟是最矮的。XD 但是后来，越看越多集，他就越来越搞笑了。首先就是饰演精神分裂症的演员，然后就是和 PORORO 长得很像的 HARORO，接着就是抱着一个公仔的孤独小孩子。说真的，每当他一出场，就看着他的样子我就不受控制似的，觉得很好笑。接着就是他的一言一举，真的弄到我笑到拍桌子。(╯°▽°)╯︵ ┻━┻

感觉中学毕业以后，好像没有像看 Running Man 的时候那样，笑得那么开心了。明明就只是个综艺节目，明明就不存在于我的生活里，可是看了就会莫名的觉得开心。所以嘛，现在除了支持 BIGBANG 之外，也支持了 RUNNING MAN ！XD

When I felt stress or unhappy, Running Man brings me happiness. ヾ(･ω･*)ﾉ

Unqualified.

没资格。

不是说只要你认识他，你就有资格去理会他生活上的所有一点一滴。如果你很主动地去关心他生活上的琐碎事，他或许会觉得很困扰，甚至会觉得你凭什么去管他的事。就算你很在意、很在乎，但不代表别人一定要领你的情。因为你没有关心他生活上的所有事的资格，而他也没有一定要得到你的关心的必要。这一切一切，只是自己的一厢情愿。

虽说嘴上不停地说放下放下，可是内心依然耿耿于怀。因为每天白天都在想着他的所有事，所以连晚上发梦也会梦见他的出现。毕竟日有所思，夜有所梦。或许在发梦的那一刻会觉得很快乐，但是当自己一起床以后，你就会发现那只是一场梦，那不是噩梦也不是美梦，只是一个让人觉得很失落的梦。

到最后，只有自己一直都站在过去、站在原地看着他一直向前走。

此后，你就会觉得你存在的资格，原来是就这样一直望着他的背后，望着他不停地往前走。

不过 ...... 既然我们没有了关心他们和在意他们的资格，那我们为什么还让他们 ‘ 享受 ’ 被人关心的资格？既然在他们的生活里，我们是没资格的存在，那为什么我们还要让他们有资格存在我们的心里、回忆里？

你不仁、我不义，这就是现实世界。

别傻傻地一味为别人付出，别人是看不见的。或许你的关心突然不见了，他们才会开始着急。因为人类都是这样，身在福中不知福。有些人有些事物还在的时候不会珍惜，当他不见了想要珍惜的机会也没有了。

Quote from the Movie #This Means War.

Agree or Disagree ?

๑ ARIES - The Aggressive (March 21 to April 19)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny... Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.

๑ TAURUS - The Tramp (April 20 to May 20)
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self-centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

 
๑ GEMINI - The Twin (May 21 to June 20)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very good at confusing people. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosy. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

 ๑ CANCER - The Beauty (June 21 to July 22)
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's love is one of a kind... Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An ultimate freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a fighter, but will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

๑ LEO - The Lion (July 23 to August 22)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

 
๑ VIRGO - The One that Waits (August 23 to September 22)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

๑ LIBRA - The Lame One (September 23 to October 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.

 ๑ SCORPIO - The Addict (October 23 to November 21)
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

๑ SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One (November 22 to December 21)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.  

๑ CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover (December 22 to January 19)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy, but when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs in sports, especially Gemini's. Likes to cook but would rather go out
To eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

๑ AQUARIUS - Does It in the Water (January 20 to February 18)

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they're not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a fighter, but will knock your lights out.

 ๑ PISCES - The Partner for Life (February 19 to March 20)
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to others but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

A relationship is like a mirror.

你知道吗，每一段感情可能会因为一句话：“你变了” 而遭到破裂，管它是亲情、友情还是爱情，总之就是人与人之间的某一个情感。有谁会想到，这简简单单的三个字足以破坏那辛苦维持几年的感情，真是千言万语都不如这三个字。而这三个字，我从来没有想过会有人对我说。

在面子书上看见一个人这么写着：

“两个人相处久了，难免会抱怨一句你变了，也许我们并没有改变， 我们只是越来越接近真实的对方。”
如果一段感情会因为一句 “ 你变了 ” 而消失，那证明了双方都无法接受对方最真实的一面。

或许我们就错在无法接受对方最真实的一面吧，不然为什么一段好好的感情却那么轻易就会被那几个字而破坏掉呢？ 或许是我自己太儒弱、太胆小了，不敢面对已变质了的感情，所以将我们一切的悲伤留在最后一天的时候爆发出来，最后还导致一发不可收拾。或许是上天的安排，让我们遇到彼此，让我们经历了人生里其中一个离别。会心痛、会遗憾、会觉得可惜，但我们谁也不会去挽回，因为早已知道就算挽回也没有用。

这段感情，就像是一面镜子。我们都曾经将这面镜子弄碎，也曾经想要把它黏回去、把它还原，可是那一条条的裂痕永远都停留在那里。

我们长大了，知道有些东西坏了，就算怎么去拯救也无补于事。但我们不会将它丢弃，我们依然会留在记忆里、心里。因为在将来的路，我们会遇到很多很多这样的镜子，而在那时候，我们便会更加细心、更加努力地去保护好这些镜子。

这是一个经验，每个人都会遇到的经验。

不必觉得可惜，因为曾经发生过，我们才会成长。

A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it. ♥