I'm so sorry.

I was very worried about my exam result now. *Sigh*

Today my lecturer gave back the assignments of semester one to us, but if you get back your assignments, which means your work wasn't the best and the best. Well, I am the one of the example of this. The assignments I took back today, I only got B or B+, I know that I didn't did it very well in my semester one. Except of those assignments, the other thing I didn't did well was my final exam. Really really really feel disappointed to myself, and if my parents know my result, I guess I will let them down. 

During final exam, I only focus on my history subject. Other subjects, I didn't study so much, and now I felt regret. Even though now we haven't get our result, but my lecturer have already told us that the highest mark of the subject of FD114, it's only 65 marks something. And I don't think that I will get more than 50 marks, I was already prepared for the worst. I felt so sorry, to my lecturers and also my parents.

I'm not going to blame anyone because I know that it was my fault. I should always pay attention during class and I should prepare very well before the exam coming. But.... *Sigh. I don't know what to say in this moment, there are no words that can express my feeling. I let myself down, I let all the people who care about me disappointed. 

Ahhhhhhh—— I feel want to eat desserts in this moment, so that I can retrieve my mood :(