HUNGER GAMES 2, JOHANNA MASON

"They can't hurt me. I'm not like the rest of you, there's no one left I love." —— Johanna Mason

This quote is from one of my favorite character in Hunger Games 2. From the beginning of this movie, I thought she played a bad role. But almost to the middle part of the movie, I only realized she is a good person. Perhaps she isn't in many scenes, and doesn't have many lines in this movies, but she has some quotes and dialogues, and I still have not forgotten. 

Maybe after few days, there's a post about HG in my blog? Yay, maybe....

By the way, I have to say: I really looking forward to HG 3 after I finished watch HG 2. #Neverlosehope

Please switch off, my holiday mode. :(

Final exam is around the corner, although my course in this semester only have 1 subject that need to take exam. lol Anyway, even if only 1 subject but doesn't means it will be very easy for me. The most difficult subject for me, BUILDING CONSTRUCTION =__= No matter how many times I read those things, I still can't get very clear. And finally, I found out, it's my BRAIN'S PROBLEM! Yay, my brain's problem, because I can't focus on something I really not interested. I think be I have to fix this problem earlier. *Sigh

By the way, that's definitely not the point of this post.

Please switch off, my dear holiday mode.

My holiday start from next Tuesday, but I think I don't have that mood until I finish all my Semester 2's assignments. I have mentioned before about I didn't do very well in my Semester 2, and in fact those drawings really is "NO EYES SEE". And those assignment are related with our next semester, so I have to redo all the assignments.

Therefore, I promised myself, before I finish all my redo drawings, I will not going to anywhere for travelling or whatever. I gave myself a deadline, 1 week. So so so, I really hope that my holiday mood wont't affect me. Beside that, I also promised myself, I will try my best to lose my weight. =3= Hwaiting!! No Pain, No Gain!! 

Fight for MYSELF! HWAITING!

室内设计这一科，我不是为了读而读的。

还有两个星期就放假？是的，没错。但现在的脑海里绝对不能有‘放假’两个字，要一直记得这两个星期是战斗期，需要为了自己的现在和将来奋斗！就算假期到了，也不能松懈，要为了下一个学期而做好准备！加油加油加油！

Useless Me.

我知道我是幸福的。

最近可能学业上有点压力，加上功课真的不容易应付，所以脾气也慢慢地变得很暴躁。我知道有些读设计的学生，越接触设计的事物就越担心自己是否应付得来；越担心自己是否应付得来就越担心自己的将来...... 慢慢地就会开始变得很迷茫。而在这个Semester3，我就总是处于在这个状况。

我记得有一次的presentation，我自认 真的present到很差，结束以后我就穿着那只有2寸却足以让我觉得很痛苦的’低跟鞋‘和朋友一起搭LRT赶着回家。那时候除了背着很重很重的电脑以外，我还手提着一袋有55只的markers，而且还是超级重。Presentation没有想象中的好，而且也因为这个presentation熬了几天夜，我已经很累很累了，还要背着那么重的东西，我真的害怕那时候的我会垮掉。

就刚好我到了TS，妈妈突然打给我，问我什么时候到，他们已经在TS外面等我了。我就说已经到了，可是因为很累而且脚很痛，所以走的很慢。

当我熬过了搭LRT的痛苦路程，看到爸爸的车就停在马路旁，真的打从心底觉得很开心，因为可以放下那很承重的负担。当我要走过马路走到车边的时候，看到爸爸已经走下车走到我面前，然后替我拿那重死人的55支MARKERS。那时候顿时想起小学的时候爸爸担心我们背着书包很辛苦，所以每次都替我们背着书包。而这一次，他因为听到妈妈说我’投诉‘说很累 脚很痛，所以爸就下车帮我。那一刻，我真的很想哭出来 ==

真的真的真的！无论在外面遇到多大的困难，家就是最大的依靠，家人就是我的精神支柱！

Semester3之前，我都是要搭LRT到一个地方，好让爸爸方便载我回家。但现在，爸爸却主动说我不必搭LRT了，他会在我学校附近等我 然后载我放学。其实我不知道他为什么会主动载我，毕竟KL到了5点多的时候，就会开始塞车了，而他就是个很讨厌塞车的人。他开始载我放学的时候，每次都会心想：他是不是觉得我太辛苦了，不希望我连放学回家也辛苦？

记得应该是一个月前吧，是assignments的’死期‘，我就拼了命赶完它。就算自己不爱和咖啡，也强迫自己喝，担心自己会觉得很累想睡觉，然后连续几天都只睡4-5个小时。然后当爸载我放学的时候，他突然问起我一句：啊女儿啊，你读这科......是不是很辛苦啊？

那一刻，我只是和他说了一句：没有啊。

的确，喝着我不爱喝的咖啡、浪费我最宝贵的睡眠时间，真的是很痛苦。但其实在做功课的时候，我真的很享受那个过程和结果。所以不能说是很辛苦，只能说......苦中有带着不少甜。

接着爸就说了一句：我看到你读这科这样辛苦，就算你说不辛苦，我看了也觉得很辛苦很心痛。那一句真的让我很想哭出来，可是我只是在他面前微微笑，然后别过脸看窗外。

好吧，我说真的，那一刻我真心觉得自己很没用。

竟然让一位60多岁的老人家担忧自己，我真的觉得自己很惭愧....