Hrmmm..

Don't self-righteous.

真的，针刺不到肉，就不知痛。

如果你身边的人遇到了生活里的一些悲伤或挫折，总之就是发生了一些别人不会明白的事情的时候，请别用着自以为是的语气说：“ 我明白你现在的感受。” 这类的话。每个人都有属于自己才能明白的情感，你并不是他们肚子里的虫子，你又怎么能明白他们心里所感受到的痛苦？

别人所感受到的痛苦，并不是用着一字一句来形容就能明白的。

Missed it. :(

Actually today this post is just a trivial matter, I just feel like want to vent about it. If you feel boring, you can choose to ignore it. :/

Last time I went to Midvalley with my siblings and I have found this hammer toy at Toys R Us. I don't know is it a toy from this shop or maybe is a Bigbang's fan leave it there... I don't know because I had forgotten to see is it has a price tag. :S That time I really had an impulse to want to buy it, even though I don't know is it for sale, but eventually I didn't " buy " it. But now, I regret it after I saw a photo from Google. :(

 

So, the thing that I can say it now is REGRET REGRET and REGRET. :(   G dragon's pet, Gaho was biting a hammer toy and it's the same toy that I found at Toys R Us on that day. Is totally same !! ( Besides the colour :P )  Arrhhhh..... I can't accept this fact ..... :(

Sukitte Ii Na Yo# 01

 Tachibana Mei : We all have our scars. From loving someone too deeply. From wanting to protect someone too much.

In fact, when we are already accustomed to be alone, we will forget the feeling of loneliness because that's already a habit. Merely when a person doesn't get your permission to enter your inner world and you have started to care everything about him/her, I think you might can't stand for the feeling of loneliness if he suddenly abandon you or leave you. Because you are already used to the presence of him/her. You have to remember, if you very cares and cares and cares a person, which means your position inside his heart is very low and low and low. Ultimately, what we will get ? Painful ? Sadness ? Despair ?

Strong to Survive.

没有永恒的夜晚，没有永恒的冬天，一切都会过去，但一切也都会重来。正如明天不一定会更好，但是它一定会来。当你再奢望明天的时候，也许最好的昨天正悄悄地离你而去，再也回不到昨天。人生有喜有悲，有得有失。不同的经历使人成熟，变得坚强，让人思索，懂得珍惜。活在当下是最好的选择。[♥]

A gift for a friend# 130123.

一份送给朋友的礼物。今天不能帮她庆祝生日，觉得还蛮可惜的。如果不是因为一些芝麻绿豆的小事，或许在今天晚上我们可以玩得很开心。嗯啦，Sorry 咯 Hammzzz  =3=   

生日快乐 ! (Y)  嗯啦，希望你不会又说这一句生日快乐很没有 feel 咯。知道你非常非常非常热爱很 Kawaii 的维尼熊啦，所以特地买这份礼物给你的咯。除了杯子上的图案，其实这杯子还蛮大的，可是不是让你只是放在房间摆美、或者伤风喷鼻涕的时候丢纸巾进去的咧。是为了让你喝更多的水咯，你看我多么为你的健康着想，感动咧？:3

啦啦啦啦啦，DIY 的生日卡。其实生日卡比想象中的普通咧，因为是在凌晨的时候赶着做的，所以不够时间把生日卡弄更特别。不过在某一行...... 有很多你的最爱咯 ! 这样就足够了啦 XD  这生日卡是普通了一点了，可是我这种广东话很差的还写了广东版的生日歌给你咧，虽然说不知道有没有错别字啦 -____- 

嗯啦，祝福语那些也已经写给你了，就不用再写了咯 XD 总之还是希望你喜欢那份礼物，不过我知道你一定会说你不喜欢那张卡而已。 =3= 

AnoHana# 01

Menma : Dear Tsuruko, I love how kind you are.                  

              Dear Poppo, I love how funny you are.

             Dear Yukiatsu, I love how hardworking you are.

             Dear Anaru, I love how steady you are.
            Jintan, I love you. It's the " I want to marry you " type of I Love You. 

Poppo : I Love You too, Menma !

Tsuruko : I Love You as well ! 

Anaru : I Love You, Menma ! 

Yukiatsu : Of course I Love You, too !

Jintan : Thanks for granting my mum's wish. I Love You, Menma. 

As long as you are willing to really deal with others, others will treat you sincerely. A normal person will never hurt the others for no reason. Do you think your evil intentions, other people won't feel it ? In case you really have evil intentions, do you think that others will wholeheartedly for you? If everyone is aware of this truth, then this world might be more peaceful, more beautiful. [♥]

Sunday# Sg Buloh Driving School

星期日，早上 6 点起床。

自从中学毕业以后，我已经已经已经很久很久很久很久没有试过那么早起身

之前早上起来上学的时候，我总是会赖床还会发脾气，当然这一天也不会例外。

因为睡不够的关系，我带着一张臭脸到马来亚驾驶学院（￢ 3￢）

照片来源：Institut Memandu Malayan.

我们到了 Sg Buloh 的驾驶学院后，

就开始 打手指印、把身份证给他们检查和点名之类的

所有东西做完后，就让我们进去一间容得下几十人的房间，开始上课。

这应该是我今年的第一堂课吧，可是我一点也不期待。 :( 

上课嘛，除了书、纸、笔、老师和学生以外，还有一个字 —— 闷。( ¯ε ¯ )

啦啦啦啦 ~~ 虽然说在现实中他们的肤色、衣服还有环境都是有颜色的，

但是在我眼里，只要和上课有关的东西，他们就只有有黑与白。(╯▽╰)

这一堂课教的都是一些关于汽车的东西、驾驶时要注意安全还有一些马路上的指示牌

其实这些都是很基本逻辑的东西，我们都差不多会了，而最麻烦的依然是驾驶汽车。

不过实际上这堂课也没有很闷，那位 uncle 也是蛮幽默的，

至少在百闷之中有一点点的欢乐气氛。:3

话说，其实我并不是只在座位上画画解闷，我是真的有听课的。( ¯ε ¯ )

他叫我们做笔记，我还真的一字不漏的写完在纸上  Σ Σ( ° △ °|||)

以前上课的时候，老师在白板上写的笔记，我通常只是抄到一半然后和朋友闲聊

而这次我竟然都抄完，真的觉得是奇迹的一天。 O(_ _)O

就这样，从早上 7 点半到下午 3 点，我半天的时间就花在这里

真的很累很累很累，而且还要和十多个人逼挤在一辆 VAN 里

幸好车里有少少的冷气以及天气没有什么热，才不会让人觉得辛苦。

希望下次的时候，不会像这一天这样那么辛苦。 :(

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The reality world.

其实这个社会最真实的一面，我们不都是已经看得一清二楚了吗？

曾经听过很多长辈说，现在我们年龄还小，但只要我们长大了，我们的思想和行为自然而然会变得很成熟、不再幼稚。其实不是的，不是自然而然的。就是因为我们长大了，我们接触到很多的人，经历了人生里那一小部分的苦，才明白如果我们再不成熟一些、再不聪明一些，到最后最吃亏的还是自己。

要懂得在适当的时机要变得自私；要懂得保护自己，为自己设个保护墙；要懂得看穿人心，要懂得随机应变。以前我还真的有想过是不是应该趁自己还年轻的时候，自己去报读一些关于心理学的课程，好让自己走进这个社会的时候，可以在受到伤害之前有所防备。

但是别忘了，就算为了要保护好自己，不让自己吃亏和受到伤害，并不代表说能做出一些违背良心的事。即使自己生存在这种强肉弱食的社会里，也要生存得问心无愧，对得起自己的良心。每个人都必须要有属于自己个人的原则，而我的原则永远是每一天都要活得安心。

Movie@ Along Came Polly

“It’s not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It’s about the ride, for Christ’s sake. There is no point in going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what… when you least expect something great might come along. Something better then you even planned for -”

———— Bob Dishy in Along Came Polly

My Life in Subang Jaya# Subang Parade

This weekend my bro and I live in my aunt house at Subang Jaya because I really can't endure my life without water, so I decided to live in my aunt house about 3 days. Certainly, I also have to thanks my aunt willing to let us stay in her house and take care of us.  ♥  

Hohoho.. I brought some shirts, short pants and pyjamas to my aunt house. Of course I won't forget my little baby Choppa. Haha XD 

Sunday morning, having my healthy breakfast in my aunt house. :3

Fruit Puff Tart, bought from RT Pastry House.


About 6 p.m., my bro and I accompanied my aunt to went to SUBANG PARADE for shopping. She said she wanna to buy a present for her friend's 1 years old daughter, so she hope I can help her to choose the present.

Year of the Snake ! Chinese New Year is coming soon ! Kids, Teenagers ! Are you ready to get ANG PAU ? :D ♥  

Hahaha, maybe he can become a  Snake trainer in Malaysia, but is fake snake trainer. XD

In addition, I have found something at there. Don't know you guys can really see what is this or not, but this glassy thing is quiet expensive. Okay, actually it is Winnie the Pooh. When I saw it, I really have an impulse want to buy it. However when I saw the price tag, I gave up the idea. TOO EXPENSIVE  :(

Almost 7 p.m., we went into a gift shop, Memories Lane.

 

Dooodolls ! ♥ I like this type of weird dolls so much ! Although this doll is not very cute, but just do not know why I will like this doll so much. Perhaps, like others have said, there are no reason to like something or someone.

And the dooodoll that I holding is called Ninja. The most I like is Orange Butch, Angelooo, Charco, Numero and many many many .... They are not cute, but cool and funny. :P

Next,  my aunt have bought a doll for her friend's daughter. 

I remember how much I want this type of doll as my friend when I was just a little girl. Each girl childhood also wanna a beautiful and lovely doll, therefore I agree my aunt bought this doll as a gift for her friend's daughter. This is why I always said how happiness the kids now. No matter is toys or dolls, it is more beautiful and expensive than ever.

Last but not least, my aunt bought some food for tomorrow breakfast.

Thank you aunt Wendy bought breakfast for us. Even though is not very expensive, but the most important is sincerity. ♥   :)

My Life in Subang Jaya. :)

RT Pastry House,

No B6-G, GF, 

Jalan SS15/4D,

Subang Jaya, 47500

Rotiboy Subang Parade,Lot 10A(1), Subang Parade Shopping Centre
No. 5, Jalan SS16/1
47500 Subang Jaya
Selangor, Malaysia

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Finally !

No water supply in my house about 15 days...but now FINALLY ! Wahahahaha 

Tonari No Kaibutsu-kun #02

Misawa Kyouko : Humans will wither away if they’re always alone. The only remedy would be to seek out other people. I hope you find the right person one day. I hope you find someone whose presence is enough to soothe your pain.

Do you believe that there must be a person in the world who can make you feel at ease when he was on your side. As for the man is who, you have to find your own. This world is so big, there are so many people, you don't have to be afraid that you can not find that person. That's depends on do you willing to find him or her. 

Memories....

回忆这种东西，真的又奇妙又可怕，就好像大海一样。如果你只是看着那蔚蓝的大海，你会觉得很美很奇妙，一片海洋无边无际，永远不知道它的终点在哪里。可是当你潜进海底，你看到的不是蔚蓝的海洋，而是一片漆黑。你不会知道当你在潜水的时候，身边究竟游过了多少只鲨鱼或者是魔鬼鱼这类型的危险海底生物等等......

人的回忆和一片海洋一样。或许偶尔回想一下，你会觉得你的人生很奇妙，觉得回忆这种东西真的很不可思议。但是当你深深地回想，你便会不小心地打开脑海里的一道门。那一道门内储存着你人生中最不愉快、最沮丧、最挫折的回忆。而这道门当你一打开了以后，便很难在找回那可以将它锁起来的钥匙了。

而我，就在最近不小心打开了那一道门。所有不愉快的回忆都涌出脑海，全部的不愉快慢慢地潜进心里。那把能封锁所有不愉快的钥匙已找不回，连续几天的晚上，都因为这些回忆让自己失眠。虽然已经不停地强迫自己闭上眼睛什么都不想，都脑海里总是会浮现那一段段的零碎回忆。即使画面有笑容、笑声，却让人觉得那么可悲。

真讽刺。

不过奇怪的是，即使觉得很心疼、很可惜，可是却一点也不想要回到过去。可能是知道就算回到过去，自己也会比现在还要不开心，还要心烦。有时候这种回忆，还是偶尔缅怀一下就好了，不必太过执着。

那一把能封锁所有不愉快的钥匙，

正是我们度过的快乐日子。

当我们一想起以前不开心的事，

曾经度过的开心日子自然而然也会忘记了....

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Latest Status# Going to start learn driving.

Aloha ~ Good morning everyone, good morning reader, wish you all have a good day. :)

Although I wish all of you have a good day, but today was not a good day for me. Because when I woke up, I discovered that the water that my father took at downstairs in this morning is damn dirty ! the water becomes to yellow colour ! At the moment, I was wondering what I should use to gargle when I brushing my teeth -___-  But fortunately, my kitchen has a bowl of clean water, so I don't need to use those dirty water to gargle and brush my teeth. 

Okay, don't let those unpleasant things affect my mood and my plans today. Yesterday I was planned want to ready my own breakfast in this morning and I done it. :)

Cookie Crisp ! My favourite :P

Yakult :P

When you mix this two things together, and it will become ......

Taaadaaa ! I invented this food when I was a primary school student ! Since I was cut one's wisdom teeth, I already super don't like milk. Therefore, I used yakult to take the place of milk and it taste not bad ! yummmmyy.. :3

Finally I have finished my breakfast. Although it's not very full after ate, but as a keep fit  just fine. Hahahaha.

Yesterday my dad brought my brother and I to Pandan Indah driving school. 

Yes, I'm going to start to learn driving. They gave us a book, there are 500 questions in the book, they said the exam will chosen 50 questions in these 500 questions. In fact, the questions is not very difficult, just common sense questions. I'm not very worry about the undang test, the most I fear is driving. :(

Driving is not simple, must be one mind. In the manipulation of the car at the same time, you should also pay attention to the pedestrian and cars on the road. I can't with one mind, really afraid will fail the driving test and I can't get my P license. :(

Therefore, the another plan of today is I have to do 50 questions ! Hope I can pass the test, and everything will be fine. Can't let them look down on me ! :)

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