RUNNING MAN ! ♡

整个四月可以说是无所事事了。虽然说我已决定好要读哪间学院，但我不打算那么早开学。可能是因为自己还不习惯开始自己的 College Life 吧，总觉得有点点的不妥。明明还在念中学的时候，多么希望可以享受上学院的生活，但现在却很坏念中学的日子。天啊，人怎么每次都那么矛盾啊？(つдС) ♡
 

这个月没事做，当然就只能玩电脑、看电视、吃零食咯。林家宅女的生活，也就这样慢慢开始了。最近也不知道怎么的，突然想要看 Running Man 了。因为之前听过很多人说这个韩国综艺节目超级好笑，当然我之前也看过三、四集（Bigbang 和成龙等等），也见识过到底有多搞笑啦。但是没想到，我之前还没看的那几十集，原来比想象中还要搞笑。-____-

突然觉得，这个月后，我会开始变得有点人格分裂症了。一个人坐在电脑前看综艺节目，然后自己在一边笑个不停，别人看着真的会觉得我是神经病阿。-___-

Bigbang vs Running Man. ♥

就这样，我看 Running Man 的习惯也将要慢慢开始了。这是我有史以来，看韩国综艺节目那么多集，现在已经差不多看了 30 多集吧，哈哈。我也知道我着迷了。我记得在我着迷之前，我对于这综艺节目的第一印象是 —————— 节目效果很多很多很多。但是看了以后，我管它什么效果，能让我看了觉得开心的话，就是很好的综艺节目了。(・ω ・)

因为这节目都是在玩比赛游戏之类的，所以每次看的时候，心里就会有一股冲动想要和他们一起玩。看到他们躲在一边的时候，心情就会跟着他们一起紧张起来；看着他们逃亡的时候，心里就会希望他们可以跑快点跑快点。总之整个人就融入进去了...... 我也知道自己已经走火入魔了 -____-  

They always make me laugh. Running man is truly AWESOME. ヘ(￣ω￣ヘ)

在 Running Man 里的所有组员，我最喜欢的其实是 哈哈，哈RORO。（￣o￣）

每看一次，就笑一次。=____=

一开始嘛，对他没什么印象，毕竟是最矮的。XD 但是后来，越看越多集，他就越来越搞笑了。首先就是饰演精神分裂症的演员，然后就是和 PORORO 长得很像的 HARORO，接着就是抱着一个公仔的孤独小孩子。说真的，每当他一出场，就看着他的样子我就不受控制似的，觉得很好笑。接着就是他的一言一举，真的弄到我笑到拍桌子。(╯°▽°)╯︵ ┻━┻

感觉中学毕业以后，好像没有像看 Running Man 的时候那样，笑得那么开心了。明明就只是个综艺节目，明明就不存在于我的生活里，可是看了就会莫名的觉得开心。所以嘛，现在除了支持 BIGBANG 之外，也支持了 RUNNING MAN ！XD

When I felt stress or unhappy, Running Man brings me happiness. ヾ(･ω･*)ﾉ

Unqualified.

没资格。

不是说只要你认识他，你就有资格去理会他生活上的所有一点一滴。如果你很主动地去关心他生活上的琐碎事，他或许会觉得很困扰，甚至会觉得你凭什么去管他的事。就算你很在意、很在乎，但不代表别人一定要领你的情。因为你没有关心他生活上的所有事的资格，而他也没有一定要得到你的关心的必要。这一切一切，只是自己的一厢情愿。

虽说嘴上不停地说放下放下，可是内心依然耿耿于怀。因为每天白天都在想着他的所有事，所以连晚上发梦也会梦见他的出现。毕竟日有所思，夜有所梦。或许在发梦的那一刻会觉得很快乐，但是当自己一起床以后，你就会发现那只是一场梦，那不是噩梦也不是美梦，只是一个让人觉得很失落的梦。

到最后，只有自己一直都站在过去、站在原地看着他一直向前走。

此后，你就会觉得你存在的资格，原来是就这样一直望着他的背后，望着他不停地往前走。

不过 ...... 既然我们没有了关心他们和在意他们的资格，那我们为什么还让他们 ‘ 享受 ’ 被人关心的资格？既然在他们的生活里，我们是没资格的存在，那为什么我们还要让他们有资格存在我们的心里、回忆里？

你不仁、我不义，这就是现实世界。

别傻傻地一味为别人付出，别人是看不见的。或许你的关心突然不见了，他们才会开始着急。因为人类都是这样，身在福中不知福。有些人有些事物还在的时候不会珍惜，当他不见了想要珍惜的机会也没有了。

Quote from the Movie #This Means War.

Agree or Disagree ?

๑ ARIES - The Aggressive (March 21 to April 19)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny... Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.

๑ TAURUS - The Tramp (April 20 to May 20)
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self-centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

 
๑ GEMINI - The Twin (May 21 to June 20)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very good at confusing people. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosy. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

 ๑ CANCER - The Beauty (June 21 to July 22)
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's love is one of a kind... Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An ultimate freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a fighter, but will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

๑ LEO - The Lion (July 23 to August 22)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

 
๑ VIRGO - The One that Waits (August 23 to September 22)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

๑ LIBRA - The Lame One (September 23 to October 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.

 ๑ SCORPIO - The Addict (October 23 to November 21)
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

๑ SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One (November 22 to December 21)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.  

๑ CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover (December 22 to January 19)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy, but when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs in sports, especially Gemini's. Likes to cook but would rather go out
To eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

๑ AQUARIUS - Does It in the Water (January 20 to February 18)

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they're not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a fighter, but will knock your lights out.

 ๑ PISCES - The Partner for Life (February 19 to March 20)
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to others but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

A relationship is like a mirror.

你知道吗，每一段感情可能会因为一句话：“你变了” 而遭到破裂，管它是亲情、友情还是爱情，总之就是人与人之间的某一个情感。有谁会想到，这简简单单的三个字足以破坏那辛苦维持几年的感情，真是千言万语都不如这三个字。而这三个字，我从来没有想过会有人对我说。

在面子书上看见一个人这么写着：

“两个人相处久了，难免会抱怨一句你变了，也许我们并没有改变， 我们只是越来越接近真实的对方。”
如果一段感情会因为一句 “ 你变了 ” 而消失，那证明了双方都无法接受对方最真实的一面。

或许我们就错在无法接受对方最真实的一面吧，不然为什么一段好好的感情却那么轻易就会被那几个字而破坏掉呢？ 或许是我自己太儒弱、太胆小了，不敢面对已变质了的感情，所以将我们一切的悲伤留在最后一天的时候爆发出来，最后还导致一发不可收拾。或许是上天的安排，让我们遇到彼此，让我们经历了人生里其中一个离别。会心痛、会遗憾、会觉得可惜，但我们谁也不会去挽回，因为早已知道就算挽回也没有用。

这段感情，就像是一面镜子。我们都曾经将这面镜子弄碎，也曾经想要把它黏回去、把它还原，可是那一条条的裂痕永远都停留在那里。

我们长大了，知道有些东西坏了，就算怎么去拯救也无补于事。但我们不会将它丢弃，我们依然会留在记忆里、心里。因为在将来的路，我们会遇到很多很多这样的镜子，而在那时候，我们便会更加细心、更加努力地去保护好这些镜子。

这是一个经验，每个人都会遇到的经验。

不必觉得可惜，因为曾经发生过，我们才会成长。

A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it. ♥

Hungryyyyyyy# I want Foodddd (´･_･`)

发泄篇。


你知道吗，有种人就真的很犯贱的。

明明就肚子饿得要命  嘴巴闷得要命，很想要狂吃美食，可是家里就连一块饼干都没有的人，现在死命在网上寻找自己很爱吃的食物。原本以为能望梅止渴，结果........ / 3\ 嗯，我承认我是故意放几张看起来很好吃的，来引诱各位。A____A ( 或许当中没有你喜欢吃的啦 /.\ )

让各位明白，人生最痛苦莫过于吃不到自己最想要吃的东西。 T^T

最近宅在家，除了电脑陪着我以外，那就是电视机陪着我了。但是...... 我宁愿是美食陪伴着我。因为家里的车坏了拿去修，而且家附近很少有巴士会经过，所以根本就哪里都去不了。唯一觉得庆幸的，或许是家附近有麦当劳和肯德基吧...... 但是，世界上也有吃快餐吃到腻了的人啊 (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

图源来自；轻轻松松聊天室表情

蛋糕、寿司、蛋挞、巧克力、薯条、干炒牛河、甜品........ 我的最爱。♥ 一个星期没有吃一顿好的，真的有少少对不起自己的胃。到了下星期，我要疯狂地吃吃吃！♥ (づ￣▽￣)づ

Don't think Negative anymore !!

原以为四月就会开始我的学院生活，但是现在...... 

现在已经没在工作了，所以总是呆在家里面发呆发呆发呆，无所事事的。不过也好，至少能让自己有更多的时间好好思考下，自己所做的选择是否正确。但是...... 越想越多，越想就越多负面想法，那些负面情绪也慢慢地浮现出来。今年二月多的时候，明明就已经命令自己控制自己的情绪，不要一直担忧所有事情，不要一直 think negative。一开始还蛮成功的，以为自己有所改变，思想能有少少的成长了。谁知道...... 

害怕自己选错科目、害怕自己选错学院、害怕自己选择错误，将来的自己就会埋怨现在的自己、害怕现在所走的任何一步会让自己觉得懊悔...... 忽然觉得自己的将来一片灰暗 

_(:з」∠)_

不过，我对自己发誓，再给我两天的时间，让我自己收拾现在这个烂心情，然后好好地面对自己的选择结果。要时时刻刻提醒自己，不要总是怀念过去、担忧未来，而是要珍惜现在。珍惜现在有能读书的机会，珍惜现在有能自己作选择的自由。要好好记得自己坚决一件事的时候的心情，将来如果有一丝放弃或后悔的想法，就回想当初为何那么坚决吧。