Happy Birthday My Best Friend. #Missyouall99

有一个地方，在我中学的时候去过几次。虽然在别人眼中那只不过是普通的一条路，但对于我来说，这是个很珍贵的回忆。

但是毕业以后，自己也没有任何理由可以去到那里，所以我想我应该有接近几年都没去过了。直到星期五晚上，回到同个地方，可是变得真的很多很多。我以为只要脑袋一直想着，自己就永远不会忘记掉那些场景、那些地方。可是，现实告诉我们并不是你以为你一直惦记着，所有事情都会如你所想的一样一直不变。

在去那里的路上，我一直想很多很多的事，但这些事我都不能告诉任何人。

我变了，你变了，那里也变了。

星期五晚上，一个很要好的朋友的生日。在场的我们，只有我和另一位中学好友是来自别的学院。其他的也是中学的朋友还有一些是寿星女的学院朋友。在吃晚餐的时候，我静静地吃，静静地观察所有人，观察我中学的朋友们

好感触啊。

才短短的两年，就能很清楚看见我们的改变。

我们都长大了。

在两年前的我们，从来没有想过现在的我们要相聚是件多么困难的事。现在只要一见到很久不见的朋友们，我就忍不住想要去拥抱她们了。我不是个很浪漫的人，我也不喜欢肉麻，什么情感、情绪我都会收在心里面。所以我也不晓得为什么一见到很久不见的朋友就会跑上去拥抱她们。或许，我想要确认那不是梦；或许我想确认她们是我中学生涯里不能缺少的人物之一。

我不停地在回想，中学时期的我们是怎么样的。可是对于中学的回忆，说真的我记得的真的不多。我后悔了，后悔为什么当年自己不是个爱拍摄的人；为什么当年自己没有属于自己的相机；为什么我们没有很多可以让未来的我们能够回忆的照片。

    

朋友啊，生日快乐。

原谅我太累了，所以在昨晚都没什么精神说话；也原谅我没有买礼物。

希望我们几个的友情不变

希望即使我们长大了，但内心还存有着很单纯的心

希望我们长大了以后，更加珍惜我们这段友情

Trying my best....

林美薇 加油！

只要辛苦多两个星期，一切就会回去轨道！让自己先试试一心几用的机会，如果失败了就当作吸取经验就好，然后再每天回想自己的失败来折磨自己吧。( ==)

总之就藉由这次的机会看看自己是否有能力处理好自己应该要负责的事。管他结果怎样，不要去想不要去烦，只要顺着走就好了。只要两个星期，熬过了吃顿好的就OK了！吃顿好的以后，再为自己的学业梦想努力前进！

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以上的时我在十月尾的时候写的一篇帖子，但我没有发布到我的部落格上。
写完以后，我的心里就在想：林美薇，你真的有办法撑过去吗？心里有着无数的疑惑，也因此自己的没自信，所以没把这帖子发布。
有时候，好听的话比较容易安慰和鼓励别人；但同样的话语，却很难让自己振作或者有自信起来。

不过，从那天开始算起，已经过了接近两个星期。
我也撑过去了！

学院的活动——鬼屋顺利完成，第一次参加的室内设计学生的比赛也顺利结束，现在最烦的依然还是那从来没有减少的Assignments！不过没关系，再撑下去！到了年尾，即使只有一星期的假期，也要好好的奖励自己！吃的、喝的、玩的，总之统统都等到年尾一次过做完。

关于比赛的帖子下次再发布。

Happy Birthday, LMV :)

Happy Birthday to myself, I am officially 19 years old.

When I was primary school student, I was expecting to become a secondary school student, just like my sister. When I was secondary school student, I wished I can graduate as soon as possible and become a college student, to chase my dreams.

Now, 2014, I've graduated from secondary school about 2 years, I began to chase my own dreams. My aspirations of secondary school has been achieved. 

How bout now?

Perhaps I've grown up, I didn't expect a lot of things, I just want my life simple. Simple is better, even if is my birthday celebration. All I need/want in birthday is just a sincere blessing. A simple 'happy birthday' is enough to make me feel happy in a day. 

Therefore, from here, I want to say Thank you to all of my friends. Thanks for the birthday wishes, surprises and gifts. 6th November 2014, for the others, it's just an ordinary day. But for me, it's a memorable Thursday, Thank you.

   

  

  

  

 

 A new nickname of 2014, MIMI. Hahaha. Honestly, I think I have around 8-9 nicknames already. But the gifts that I received this year, I will never forget. Even if is snacks, and I can "sapu" all of this within 3 days, but I will still appreciate it. Hahahaha Thank you very much, 谢谢你们, Terima kasih, Kamsahamida, Arigatou, 唔该塞. ^____^

The feel of waiting a message is really really bad.

Thanks for forgetting my birthday, 

thanks for not giving me a birthday wish

I won't blame anyone, because this is your choice

and what I can do is face the truth. 

I wondering how long I need.

My friend need 3 years, how about me? Hrmmm.. 

 

Do you think you're a Lucky person?

说实话，我从小到大都不觉得自己是莪幸运的孩子

抽签、抽奖等等的，中奖的主角从来不会是我

无论考试前多努力去读书温习，考卷上出的题目大多数都没有出现我温习过的课题

我一直都觉得幸运女神从来就没有眷顾过我，一直都觉得她总是无视着我这个人的存在。

如果说最大的失败莫过于败给自己的话，我相信我真的是个很失败的人。

可能是因为没有信心和自己爱胡思乱想，再加上自己觉得自己总是很倒霉，所以慢慢地开始依赖星座。只要星座运势上说天蝎座的整体运不怎么好，我可以整个人处于在EMO的状态一整天。如果说整体运蛮不错的，就会觉得自己好像中了乐透一样，心情好得不得了。简单来说，就是不知道从何开始自己的喜怒哀乐和自己的人生被星座给掌控了。

不过到了现在，回想以前和现在的所有一切时，才发现自己其实已经很幸运了。（虽然直到现在还是很依赖着星座 ..... ==

我能健康地出生、我能活到现在、我三餐能吃饱、我有个房子住、有家人朋友等等。这些小小的原因都让现在的我觉得自己很幸运。不怕大吉利是，我之前真的无时无刻都在想着自己可以活到多少岁。== 毕竟这个世界上什么意外都会发生，有些人走在路上无所事事都会被雷劈，这是要有多少的巧合才会遇到的事啊.......

虽然我的人生不会很完美，总是有很多失败的事，但我很幸运，因为我还活着。

以前的我就因为人类的其中一个劣根性——贪婪，希望幸运女神永远站在我这边，这让我蒙蔽了自己的双眼看不见自己拥有的一切。

Semester4 Residential Porject COASTAL STYLE

I'm BACK! 

I have to say that I can't believe I still alive HAHAHA. Okay, I knew I was too exaggerated, but that's exactly how I feel after I passed up all the assignments and finished my final exam! Well, I can't say that my Semester 4 life has ended because I still don't know my grades, and I really don't have confidence LOL. ( Because I didn't study very much before the exam, therefore I know my exam paper will definitely poor! ) Hrmmm.. In fact, I have done the worst.

Okay, stop being so pessimistic anymore. Now going to post some pictures of my assignments. From semester 2 until semester 4, apart from constantly learning new things like building constructions and building environmental to increase our knowledge, while we also doing a residential project. ( Of course is just an assignment, not a real project yet haha )

Firstly, I going to post some drawings that I have done in Semester 2. And all I can say is HORRIBLE TERRIBLE AND VEGETABLE /____\ 

When I looked back these 5 drawings, I feel ashamed. No ceiling design, no flooring design, cabinet and window all didn't follow the scale and totally not logical. Oh gosh, I have no idea what I was doing on that time, and I also have no idea how come I will passed up these rubbish to my lecturer. == 

But after the third semester and fourth semester, with the teacher's guidance and the help of my friends, I have improved in my studies. So now, please allow me to write one sentence of Chinese because I don't know how to use English to describe hahaha —— 经过了几天几夜的不眠不休......

 

This is my semester 4 assignment, Perspective drawings and rendering. Although is still not the best and my rendering skills is not good enough, but I know compare with semester 2 and 3, I have improved. But the real life and the social realities is not allow us to slow down our steps, even if we have a little bit of advancement. Therefore, KEEP GOING LMV! 

 In fact this 5 3D perspectives is not the final one. Because blogger only can upload the JPEG or PNG file, and my 3D perspectives saved to TIFF. file, so can't share to you guys,  :(
But honestly, because of this 3D assignments, I only slept 1 or 2 hours per day and I also have threw my laptop once time HAHAHA Yay, I'm getting mad of my laptop because my laptop keep lagging while I doing the assignments.

Overall, there are a lot of problems when we doing 3D Max assignments, but 3D Max is really fun when doing. Using a sphere, a box or a plane to create somethings, What an amazing software hahaha!

Okay, this is my 5 perspective drawings and 3D perspective of my residential project which using Coastal Style. It might not very look like coastal style, but it's okay. this assignment will be one of my lessons in my future. Therefore, next time I can review back this project, see how many mistakes I have made, so that next time I can do better!

Hwaiting LMV!